[ Do you know how insane his development has been. He has failed to save a single person in his CYOAs that he tried to, and in fact, all of them have died as a result. His mental state is truly in shambles. ]
[ I DIDN'T CHOOSE THIS DEVELOPMENT OKAY IT KEEPS PULLING THE RUG OUT FROM UNDER HIM... SUFFERING IS HIS CURSE. ]
...Are you better now, at least?
[ He's not entirely sure what death all does in a place like this. Obviously he heard you can come back, but you might be missing some stuff is what he heard? ]
[NO MORE DEVELOPMENT WE'RE GOING TO THE BEACH EPISODE]
Think so. [...] I - there's something...
I can't remember something? I know there's something that was there, but I can't remember it. [uneasy feelings... and also more nausea, sorry, she's sweaty.]
I suppose the only good thing to say about it is that if you don't remember, it's hard to get hurt by it. Better than having your memories of them altered for the worse.
But I'm sure it'll come back. Even the most awful effects have been temporary.
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Sure, but there's surely a certain point where you have to start admitting you're the fool.
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I'd rather be a fool and try to save people I care about than smart, honestly. Fake or not.
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...Still. I'm sorry.
Caused a lot of worry for Mr. Boothill.
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It's okay. You're forgiven, if that helps, but I know me saying it's okay doesn't make it that way.
[she's been struggling with being forgiven, too. so.]
... I apologized to him. He didn't want to hear it, the sap.
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...Are you better now, at least?
[ He's not entirely sure what death all does in a place like this. Obviously he heard you can come back, but you might be missing some stuff is what he heard? ]
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Think so. [...] I - there's something...
I can't remember something? I know there's something that was there, but I can't remember it. [uneasy feelings... and also more nausea, sorry, she's sweaty.]
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But it'll go away.
[ ...Hopefully? It's better to say it like it's truth than not. ]
You remember every person here, both around us and who we can see?
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I think so? I know all of you. And... [silence.]
Home, I think. That's sort of blurry.
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I did?
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... It'll come back. [she hopes.] Guess that's what I get for running back in.
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But I'm sure it'll come back. Even the most awful effects have been temporary.
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I'm so tired of being fucked with. This week has been so good, and so bad.
[little pangs of sadness and worry.]
I'm also really tired of seeing corpses. That'd be nice if that would stop.
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[ He can't disagree on the corpses bit... it really would be nice... ]
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... Did you see who died?
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And it seems one of our killers has had enough to remaining subtle, to boot.
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Ugh. Poor Kate.
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I thought about positing a theory regarding the black swordtip, but unfortunately, I had other things on my mind.
...It's possibly a good thing that her situation has come to light at last, but it doesn't make it any easier. She's only thirteen.
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Or maybe that's just me projecting. [rubs at her arm.] Hopefully she'll make it here soon.
... Either way, we've got Astarion and Scien coming. [nina too but she has never spoken to nina so.]
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The solace is that we know it's technically a good thing, once you look past the initial brutality.
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[genuinely. she feels a little guilty about it.]
Thank you.
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I'd just told him in a letter the Sunday we arrived that you'd strangle him if he followed suit so soon.
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