I suppose the only good thing to say about it is that if you don't remember, it's hard to get hurt by it. Better than having your memories of them altered for the worse.
But I'm sure it'll come back. Even the most awful effects have been temporary.
[she knows that's what he meant, she's being a brat about interpreting his question. another tail swish.
there's something about him having an intrusive mean thought and then pushing that away and asking if she needs help instead that makes her emotions do a little soft pulse of affection.]
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I did?
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... It'll come back. [she hopes.] Guess that's what I get for running back in.
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But I'm sure it'll come back. Even the most awful effects have been temporary.
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I'm so tired of being fucked with. This week has been so good, and so bad.
[little pangs of sadness and worry.]
I'm also really tired of seeing corpses. That'd be nice if that would stop.
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[ He can't disagree on the corpses bit... it really would be nice... ]
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... Did you see who died?
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And it seems one of our killers has had enough to remaining subtle, to boot.
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Ugh. Poor Kate.
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I thought about positing a theory regarding the black swordtip, but unfortunately, I had other things on my mind.
...It's possibly a good thing that her situation has come to light at last, but it doesn't make it any easier. She's only thirteen.
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Or maybe that's just me projecting. [rubs at her arm.] Hopefully she'll make it here soon.
... Either way, we've got Astarion and Scien coming. [nina too but she has never spoken to nina so.]
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The solace is that we know it's technically a good thing, once you look past the initial brutality.
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[genuinely. she feels a little guilty about it.]
Thank you.
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I'd just told him in a letter the Sunday we arrived that you'd strangle him if he followed suit so soon.
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Oh, don't worry. I'm going to kick his ass. Just, lovingly.
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Appreciate it. [...] D'you think Gale's going to be okay?
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But that kind of rapid loss, even if you sent a letter immediately... well, he deserves at least those three days to grieve.
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I'll send him something tomorrow, when Astarion is here. Doubt my letter will get there soon anyway.
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I don't want him to be alone.
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Right.
[ Nothing he can do about it. ]
...Can I get you anything?
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You can talk to me about the shit you just felt right now, maybe.
[tail swish.]
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[ He almost said something mean was all. ]
I meant like, water, or another painkiller.
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there's something about him having an intrusive mean thought and then pushing that away and asking if she needs help instead that makes her emotions do a little soft pulse of affection.]
I'm alright. But thank you for trying to help me.
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