Yes... [He knows this, unfortunately. Though he does genuinely want to go back to her side, even if it's selfish as hell.] That's why I'll do what I can to get back to her.
If I had any belief that leaving her side would be better for her, I'd have simply confessed all those weeks ago. [But he didn't want his ass to be supermurdered in vengeance so he just sat on it and then DIED ANYWAY.]
But I would certainly not put her through the pain of losing someone, if at all possible.
[Too many of them here already know how awful that is to inflict it on others. Both of them, to start! Damn.]
[HE ALWAYS GOES OVERBOARD WITH NADIAAA but he just nods.]
Well. Things do seem to be heading in the... not even "right" direction, but any direction at all, which is better than stagnation. So we'll have to see where we're led with the choices we make, I suppose.
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Karlach wants me to abandon Europa entirely. Prehevil naturally, but...
[ Well. He goes quiet, but the storm of conflicted emotions, grief, hopelessness leaks through with the emotionshare. ]
I have unfinished business. It's probably not a good idea to keep delving but I can't let it go, just like that.
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...Well, I can understand that. Perhaps there's the chance that you could come back here once your business is finished and go somewhere better then?
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Sure, it's a consideration.
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It doesn't sound like it's a very strong one.
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...I think, wherever I go...
...
[ He shakes his head a little bit. ]
It's just a bit much to try to think about the future right now. Won't mean much if I don't get to see it, will it.
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[Imagine they all die in a cult battle instead that'd be wild.]
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Of course, that's just me. I think you can afford to be optimistic, right? Healed your sister and all.
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He sure did though, and there's a little familiar thrum of guilt, but he nods.]
My primary concern is taken care of. I'd ideally like to return to her as well, but... there isn't much beyond that that I could wish for.
[He can be optimistic because even if he died here his sister would be okay! Yippie.]
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If she matters this much to you, I'm sure the opposite holds true.
[ You gotta go back for her sake if not yours, bud. ]
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Yes... [He knows this, unfortunately. Though he does genuinely want to go back to her side, even if it's selfish as hell.] That's why I'll do what I can to get back to her.
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[ Voice just a bit softer. ]
Just wanted to be sure.
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But I would certainly not put her through the pain of losing someone, if at all possible.
[Too many of them here already know how awful that is to inflict it on others. Both of them, to start! Damn.]
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[ His fuckin', on-the-fly guilt confession had him a bit worried but he got it Lucas!! Good for him. ]
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[HE ALWAYS GOES OVERBOARD WITH NADIAAA but he just nods.]
Well. Things do seem to be heading in the... not even "right" direction, but any direction at all, which is better than stagnation. So we'll have to see where we're led with the choices we make, I suppose.