For as much as your willpower counts against a bodily failure.
[ He rubs his temple. Well this is fucking despairland. He's only not saying that out loud out of courtesy to Karlach at this point, and because he doesn't want her to make it about him again. ]
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[she returns his gaze, expression weary.]
It's just getting worse over time. Doesn't matter what I do.
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Of course it is.
[ Just another problem to pile onto their problems. Yippee! ]
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a slow exhale, and then:]
Don't worry too much about it. I'm hanging on. Alright? I promised too many of you fuckers that I'd stick around, so I'm not going anywhere.
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[ He rubs his temple. Well this is fucking despairland. He's only not saying that out loud out of courtesy to Karlach at this point, and because he doesn't want her to make it about him again. ]
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Counts a surprising amount, honestly.
[let!! her!! make it about him!!]
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You can say that all you want... but a dead body does nothing.
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Quit talking about me like I'm already gone. [she says, lightly.]
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[ Like she's already gone. Not really an incorrect read of his mind and psyche these days. ]
Don't die, then.
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[cursed to endgame...]
I can't promise. It'd be fucked up to promise you that and then break it. But I'm here, doing my best.
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Frankly, I think it will be fucked up either way it goes down.
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makes a face at him.]
Debate club was yesterday, Daan. [teasing!!] Do you want me to promise?
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[ She's right, promising makes it worse. ]
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You don't have to say anything back, so don't, if you don't want to. But I care about you. Out loud, on purpose.
[huff.]
Anyway. This note means we're not all lost yet.
[and she sounds much more sure this time.]
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[ Tomorrow... tomorrow . . . ]
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and then everybody got split up for curfew and it was awful don't be dead tomorrow]