I guess? [ I really shouldn't be here. ] It's so weird how different everything here is. And I don't mean the places.
[ they watch the living, but there's not nearly the same sense of urgency or secrecy. multiple deaths happen here like it's nothing. even injuries are kind of shrugged off ]
Seeing the state of things over there, unfortunately I'd have to agree that it was somehow more productive than not. Not that I want to go out of my way to justify what happened.
[ Damn... killing everyone really was the actual endgoal. That kind of also fucks with his brain a bit but that's okay, he's better about managing his brain soup a bit since he died. ]
It felt bad enough the last time I was there, I can't imagine how it feels by now.
[ There's a kind of transmitted static coming from him, indistinct but more or less because it's so this and that. Thinking about it all. Struggling with not just worry but almost also a disappointment, though he does seem to be trying to shove the second one down. ]
[ probably even worse with laudna dead. and yuffie herself, maybe, but these days it's hard for her to believe she's had much of a personal impact on anyone living ]
...No. I don't want to be there and frankly, haven't for a long time. Not that I wanted to go out the way I did, but as they say, hindsight is 20/20...
[ He doesn't want to explain though so he won't. ]
It's not like you had any control over it, Daan. You were afflicted. Every afflicted person we've voted out has had a big hammy... thing.... on Sunday.
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[ they watch the living, but there's not nearly the same sense of urgency or secrecy. multiple deaths happen here like it's nothing. even injuries are kind of shrugged off ]
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[ Everything sucks but admittedly it sucks a lot less to be dead. ]
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[ just. for his sanity and spirit ]
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[ Damn... killing everyone really was the actual endgoal. That kind of also fucks with his brain a bit but that's okay, he's better about managing his brain soup a bit since he died. ]
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It hasn't been great, let me tell ya. It makes sense that everyone would want to be here, instead of in the thick of it.
[ and yet there are some general uncomfortable vibes coming from her ]
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It felt bad enough the last time I was there, I can't imagine how it feels by now.
[ There's a kind of transmitted static coming from him, indistinct but more or less because it's so this and that. Thinking about it all. Struggling with not just worry but almost also a disappointment, though he does seem to be trying to shove the second one down. ]
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[ probably even worse with laudna dead. and yuffie herself, maybe, but these days it's hard for her to believe she's had much of a personal impact on anyone living ]
Disappointed you aren't there?
[ ok she can't help but ask ]
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[ He doesn't want to explain though so he won't. ]
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[ execution.... ]
Think I'd be more use over there, personally.